... Admittedly, this is not information I was expecting to hear over ice cream. [ Just being honest here. ] But you needn't filter yourself around me. I've threatened people and their parents, while not truly myself. I'm able to handle such conversations.
I wasn't exactly expecting to give it over ice cream, but you mentioned her deserving something ill, right? She doesn't remember it anyway, Akashi-chan, so I wouldn't bring it up to her if I were you.
You didn't know. [ He pushes the food around some more. ] And it's probably worse than you're imagining anyway. She put an adaption on my avatar in the virtual world so I couldn't touch her--I had to get someone else to do it for me.
[ He pauses. ] ...I'm not proud of it, if that's what you're wondering.
That's because I let you see parts of the "real me". [ He pauses, finally eating a spoonful of his dessert. He kicks his feet out, eyes still anywhere but on Akashi. ]
I died not long after her anyway, but at least it was on my own terms... and was done to help the others escape.
[ He continues to look at Ouma, wondering what the boy is thinking, but while he's usually able to figure people out, this situation is a bit more difficult in that aspect.
He goes back to his ice cream which has mostly melted. ]
[ To be fair, his face is blank as he talks about this anyway. Not giving anything away. He won't talk about how he can't have any weight on top of him without a panic attack spiralling up. He won't talk about how it feels to be shot in the back, the feel of poison burning your blood.
Instead he gives Akashi a small, sweet smile after a moment's silence. ] That reminds me, Akashi-chan... I have two boyfriends now.
[ Because if anything, Ouma would probably be better than Shuichi given that he was always 2 steps ahead of him in the killing game and all. He manipulated people like chess pieces, anyway. ]
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She deserves some ill things to happen to her, as much as I regret to say it.
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[ He's just gonna. Say that quietly. While pushing ice cream around the cake he has. ]
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That's a bit too late to say so, isn't it.
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She tried to kill me, so I killed her first.
[ You're welcome. ] You're free to walk out if you want.
[ This is not what Shuichi had in mind. ]
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[ He'll keep his negative thoughts to himself, thanks. ]
I'm sorry for bringing her up in the first place.
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You didn't know. [ He pushes the food around some more. ] And it's probably worse than you're imagining anyway. She put an adaption on my avatar in the virtual world so I couldn't touch her--I had to get someone else to do it for me.
[ He pauses. ] ...I'm not proud of it, if that's what you're wondering.
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I don't think you would be the person who would be proud of committing something like that, Ouma.
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I died not long after her anyway, but at least it was on my own terms... and was done to help the others escape.
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Did it work?
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Enough. Saihara-chan and those left were given a chance to get the answers anyway. Momota-chan and I bought them time, which is better than nothing.
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He goes back to his ice cream which has mostly melted. ]
Better than nothing, indeed.
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Instead he gives Akashi a small, sweet smile after a moment's silence. ] That reminds me, Akashi-chan... I have two boyfriends now.
[ What is this change in topic. ]
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Did you only have one before?
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[ He doesn't get it. ]
Congratulations, nonetheless. Who are they, if I may ask?
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Do you know Saihara-chan and Momota-chan?
[ Are these names even helpful. ]
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[ He's not exactly an extrovert, as you can see. ]
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Well, I'll introduce you sometime, okay? You need more friends anyway, right?
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Ah... sure. I'm not sure if I need more, but there's no loss to getting to know more people.
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[ He noms another bite. ]
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[ Considering no one has beaten him in chess or shogi yet. ]
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[ Because if anything, Ouma would probably be better than Shuichi given that he was always 2 steps ahead of him in the killing game and all. He manipulated people like chess pieces, anyway. ]
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