[Miu says nothing for a while, not sure if she's angry or upset. She wants to be angry. She wants to hit him for being stupid about this, for taking it out on her. At the same time, maybe she should just let him. She feels like she's hovering some line between being completely despondent and being motivated to--
To what? Finding her other had been the only motivation in her life, one of the only things she'd done for herself and of her own volition. It would've been easy to sink back into herself and let her life be dictated by the will of other people, but she didn't really have that luxury here.]
...I don't want to go back anymore. Maybe they'll decide to keep me here now. Not that it matters. [She laughs, but it's humorless and bitter.] I'm alone again. You hate me now too, even if it's stupid.
And I'm stupid too, still, because I still don't want to leave you.
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To what? Finding her other had been the only motivation in her life, one of the only things she'd done for herself and of her own volition. It would've been easy to sink back into herself and let her life be dictated by the will of other people, but she didn't really have that luxury here.]
...I don't want to go back anymore. Maybe they'll decide to keep me here now. Not that it matters. [She laughs, but it's humorless and bitter.] I'm alone again. You hate me now too, even if it's stupid.
And I'm stupid too, still, because I still don't want to leave you.